Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i cry
but who will see my tears
and comfort me?
right.
i failed math and chinese.
she called my mum. expected.
straight to the point.
im at my wits end. i dont want to go to school a zombie tomorrow. but i have to finish the explanation. i know i can't finish it. so might as well come here. it's almost midnight. i'm confirmed a zombie tomorrow. just like today.
i'll never forget that
you asked me to choose.
i chose
yet you gave an excuse that you should do the one that i chose.
in the end
i got what i didnt want
so what's the point of asking me to choose if you already had that in mind in the first place?
i want to sleep.
you get to sleep so early everyday
now i know why.
i want a chance to sleep at 10.30
everyday its always earliest 11
i want to sleep
yet i cant
because you made me do the explanation
i have nothing more to say to you.
i cry
yet no one will ever see my tears
nor comfort me.
ever.
My mind's unweaving/ 11:39 PM
